I joined NIH’s clinical trial for a revolutionary treatment that involved tumor-infiltrating lymphocytes (TIL), which are immune cells that move from the blood into a tumor to try to attack it. Surgeons removed the largest tumor they could find and sent it to the lab to determine if it contained TILs. It did, so they sent the TILs to be multiplied, and more than 67 billion cells were generated. Four days later, I was able to see my TIL cells through a microscope.
While I waited for the new TILs to be ready, I underwent a procedure similar to a stem cell transplant to reduce my immune system. Three weeks later, the TIL cells were infused into my body to build back my immune system. It was a tough procedure, but it was a declaration that research saves lives. It certainly saved mine.
Never be afraid of research, especially if you have a rare cancer type. The researchers all talk to each other, and they know more about what’s in the pipeline way before your oncologist does. You need to keep going as long as you can because you never know when that next breakthrough will be discovered.
Since the procedure, scans have shown two tiny lung tumors that remain small. The doctors are unsure if they are actually melanoma or scar tissue from the immune system attacking the lung tumors I had, so I can’t be considered in full remission, but the cancer has been gone more than a year.
I believe there is a connection between body and mind. You have to have hope and determination. I notice that people who are fighting cancer on multiple fronts seem to have a greater chance at a better outcome than those who give up.
For me, patient group meetings were very helpful, as were my husband, who is a medical lab technician, and my mother. My work community enabled me to get to treatment and keep working from home. Everyone’s support helped keep my life as normal as possible. Reach out to others. Have someone go with you to appointments because your mind races and can go on autopilot.
Also, I learned how very important it is to tell any doctor treating you that you’ve had immunotherapy. Serious side effects can occur even after treatment has stopped, and it’s critical for the medical team to know your treatment history. In my case, I also let them know about my low platelet count, a long-term side effect I have.
Going through cancer was a wild experience. It taught me many lessons that I share in my book, “Cancer’s Gifts with Love & Hope.” Each chapter addresses feelings such as faith, hope and courage. As I write in my book, “Cancer is all about the intimate human experience. It brings out the best traits in so many of us. How we choose to handle a disease is just that — a choice.”